The Things I Never Say
Everyone has a Secret...
I always feel like I'm trying to keep up with the rest of the pack.
I want to feel like I can take a deep breathe and feel the air cleanse my soul.
I feel like the luckiest girl in the world... and also the unluckiest.
I wish things were always as easy as they are with you.
I love to stand in the rain and feel like I'm washing away my sins.
I watn to be honest with my parents about my emotions... but I can't.
I'm terrified of letting go of my feelings.
What happens if what you think I feel is stupid?
I'm scared of this being the best dream I've ever had.
Sometimes I run through the forest and cry my heart... I feel like a lost soul.
I'm scared of failure.
I hate that I gave it up to him.
I despereately want to please my parents... more than anything.
When he used to touch me, I felt my skin crawl.
I gave it up because I was scared to go off on my own as the little girl I used to be.
I like that I'm naive sometimes.
What's yours?
5 Comments:
My secret is:
I'm afraid I'll never live up to the repuation I've made for myself.
I'm afraid no one will love me as much as I want to be.
PS, VERY good post, dear.
That no one will ever really know me.
Somebody may never love me as much as I love myself.
Post a Comment
<< Home