Thursday, July 06, 2006

The Things I Never Say

Everyone has a Secret...

I always feel like I'm trying to keep up with the rest of the pack.

I want to feel like I can take a deep breathe and feel the air cleanse my soul.

I feel like the luckiest girl in the world... and also the unluckiest.

I wish things were always as easy as they are with you.

I love to stand in the rain and feel like I'm washing away my sins.

I watn to be honest with my parents about my emotions... but I can't.

I'm terrified of letting go of my feelings.

What happens if what you think I feel is stupid?

I'm scared of this being the best dream I've ever had.

Sometimes I run through the forest and cry my heart... I feel like a lost soul.

I'm scared of failure.

I hate that I gave it up to him.

I despereately want to please my parents... more than anything.

When he used to touch me, I felt my skin crawl.

I gave it up because I was scared to go off on my own as the little girl I used to be.

I like that I'm naive sometimes.

What's yours?

5 Comments:

At 8:20 PM, Blogger ~Kelly~ said...

My secret is:
I'm afraid I'll never live up to the repuation I've made for myself.

 
At 6:46 PM, Blogger Miss.Emily said...

I'm afraid no one will love me as much as I want to be.

 
At 6:47 PM, Blogger Miss.Emily said...

PS, VERY good post, dear.

 
At 5:45 PM, Blogger YourSecretLover said...

That no one will ever really know me.

 
At 10:57 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Somebody may never love me as much as I love myself.

 

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