I'll Never Get It

I'm sick of being the messenger.
I'm sick of trying to be pushed out.
And most of all... I'm sick of feeling like the bad guy.

A first and it gets taken away. I feel like we're all in this together.
Why can't you understand?
I want my time.
It's my turn.

I'm so sick of feeling like it's my job and my responsibility.
All I ask for is a day and I can't even have that.
I'll never understand it.
And I don't want to.